Jesus gave us some amazing verses Mark 11:24 says “I say unto you, whatever things you desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them.” Another is Matt 7:7 “Ask, and it shall be given you; seek and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.”
There are others, but we believe and trust Jesus, so what do we do with these verses? There are some others in the New Testament that are equally as good.
In 1 John 5:14 and Hebrews 4:16, we need to be bold before the creator and sustainer. And ask and if it is to His kingdom and work , it will be done.
And in Colossians 3:10 reads we are a new man, renewed in knowledge after His image. Wow do we understand that same power Jesus had, we do too. The too in Phil 4:13, we can do all things through Christ, who strengtheneth me. And in verse 19 God will supply all our needs according to His riches in glory. Why do we just hold back from what He has for us?
Some other verses are, 1 Cor 2:9, Eph 3:17-21 and be filled with the fullness of God. We are so missing the boat. He wants to give but we are not willing to take. Thinking, we are not good enough or it does not really mean that, or is satan blinding our eyes and minds?
And my final thought comes from James 1:5,6. If we lack wisdom, let him ask of God, who giveth to ALL men liberally, and it shall be given him. Not a chosen few but all who ask. If we made use of that power, we could turn the world up side down and send the demons running. We need to grab hold of this awesome power and use it for His glory and kingdom.
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Thank you for Gods Scripture in Matthew, Hebrews 1 John, I like the way you said how we most don’t feel deserving of ourselves, but beneath it you know Gods words and promises are true and faithful. I guess I was wondering is it normal to get upset, cry, shake and feel angry. Then return it back over because we’ve really have no control. His will be done. Amen.
You went through a lot how did you feel?
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I am doing well God is a great healer !! Yes the anger and upset was a stage I had to go through and now I just focus on Him and not self, tough at the start but as you draw closer to Him it becomes easier by His grace. I hope that helps you.
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